the second

i think i need to spend some quality time downtown and think some things over. pictures to come afterwards, i'm sure.

i added some more to numbers this afternoon whilst riding the El today. here's the full thing, the order of some things have changed and just posting the additions would be stupid because of that. here we go...:

(five)
all alone.
vacant.
null.

(four)
feeling sick.
hopeless.
void.

where did you go?
you left me here.
i needed you to breathe.
alone, i slip away.

(three)
faded out.
nothing.
gone.

(two)
broken shell.
empty.
blank.

eternal echoes murmur my name.
i wonder, am i the one to blame?
staring at your pictures on the floor,
as you kill me a little more.
from likes away i feel your touch,
your promises never mattered much.

(one)
decaying.
rotting.
dead.

zero.


i think this is the closest i've been in recent months to having a song that actually could go somewhere. i just need to find the right music for it now, and i'm good to go.

-mar k